If your heart is broken, make art with the pieces.
If your heart is broken, make art with the pieces.
When you ask the question,
If you could change anything about your body, what would it be?
What you are really asking is …
Is there some part of myself that I hate?
Like a bird on the wire,
Like a drunk in a midnight choir
I have tried in my way to be free.
I like giants
Especially girl giants
Cause all girls feel too big sometimes
Regardless of their size
I lost my mittens on Calton Hill
Twas Beltaine night and I thought it’d be chill
But the fire burned hot so I stripped down nude
And my poor little mittens had nothing to do
Neglected and sad they wandered off
And were banished away with the cold winter’s frost
Hand-knitted and warm, a gift from a friend
Sacrificed to the Spring, cast off at the end.
I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost… I am hopeless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I’m in the same place.
But it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in… it’s a habit
My eyes are open
I know where I am
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.
I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
I walk down another street.
‘Autobiography in Five Chapters’ was written by Portia Nelson (1920 – 2001) and quoted in “The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying”
Thank you for breaking my heart For the depth of the pain ... which showed me how much I could feel For sending me into the dark ... where I found my light For the broken pieces ... which allowed more space for love For the ocean of tears ... which washed away the unimportant For the hot rage of anger ... which helped me to set my boundaries For the fear that took my breath away ... and forced me to inhale my courage For shattering my foundation ... and giving me the chance to rebuild For bringing me to my knees ... where I could see the helping hands of friends For the vulnerability of my weakness ... which is intertwined with my strength For taking away the certainty of what I knew ... which let me do what I never imagined I could For plunging me into the unknown ... and for all I learned there For the wrenching change in my path ... and the unexpectedly places it's taken me Thank you for breaking my heart ... for I prayed for love and I was given the opportunity to love